tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9022733353550030519.post9065000713551437226..comments2020-04-03T11:01:04.722-07:00Comments on Life in the new normal: DarknessTara Finney aka Aidan's Mommahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08184046001406703928noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9022733353550030519.post-75757961820085986312012-06-05T20:23:20.097-07:002012-06-05T20:23:20.097-07:00Earlier today, while riding in the car with Jason,...Earlier today, while riding in the car with Jason, I found the right words to express how I am feeling lately. I'm not so sad about not having River physically with us as I am about all the future that we will never experience together. I know that River is present with me all the time in my heart, in my memory of her, in sharing her story and my journey with others on my blog and twitter. What makes me most sad is that we won't have videos of her first steps, or first words; or photos of her first Christmas, or her first Birthday, or her first day of school, or her Graduation. All the milestones that we will not experience that have instead been replaced with the day we should have been induced, or her official due date, or so many months since she was born and passed on, or the first Christmas without her.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com